The Spirit of our ancestors are watching us…..

Acting as a lonely soul in a quiet room provoked me to pour my hear out…

What does it mean to pour ones heart out? “Is there someone waiting with a spoon taking heart in parts and pouring it out.” You asked with the usual smirk.

I wondered…. Have I been fooled for more than twenty years? Then voices of Eckhart Tolle Eckoed or was it Holakouee echoed in my ear. I don’t know who exactly said:”No one can fool us we fool ourselves” It seems we do this while smiling at a pink Lagoon, all along calling it blue…..

Accepting the is-ness of a situation. That was where my challenge laid. Or rather the none accepting of the iss-ness.

“how stupid I must have been….all these years…quietly building a bubble house….to raise little chicks….”

“Are you raising little chicks?” you ask as you hadn’t notice the little feet around the house.

I smelt the consumption of some flammable liquid near where you slept. “Are you drinking blood I asked?’

You laughed while bursting the bubbles of my little house one by one.

There was a little old lady who lived in a shoe…. I heard a voice that filled up my cup and looked up at the moon to see my grandma smiling.

The spirit of our ancestors are watching us……..

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This one is for Dina! Now!

And yes…..”Dina”….

I shall leave Dina’s last name anonymous ….All that matters is that she finally created this blog for me and literally pushed me in front of the computer…

Now or never she shouted! and when Dina wants things done she gets them done!Be it creating a whole community to dance or have a school teacher write bunch of her ideas on a blog….

This blog is about Dina….

……….I’m not quiet sure what Dina means but it should be synonymous to walking on the clouds or singing in the rain……

She makes butterflies jealous with diversity of her colors…. She breaths freshness and calms the bleeding wound.

If you happen to need her and call her in the middle of the night you find her backing butter for your aches……

She milks all that is fertile while all along masking her own pains….

O’ When she sings ……..The nightingale is mesmerized while all beings stand in AWE…… The flower in her soul…..The pouring of her touch………

So, what can I say about Dina …… Dina makes the sun brighter,the rain purer while all of us dance around her smiling under the rain and drinking off of her nectar……

……….I’m not quiet sure what Dina means but it should be synonymous to walking on the clouds or singing in the rain……

So Dina joon, thanks for the ride,the dance and thanks for holding our hands to touch the Sun!

Parissa Khosh January 28,2019

Vladimir Kush